“As babies, we were easy. One cry meant you were hungry… Another, you were tired. It’s only as adults that we become difficult. We start to hide our feelings, put up walls. It gets to the point where we never really know how anyone thinks or feels. Without meaning to, we become masters of disguise. It’s not always easy to speak your mind. Sometimes you need to be forced to do it. Sometimes it’s better to just keep things to yourself, though. Play dumb… Even when your whole body’s aching to come clean. So you shut your mouth… Keep the secret… And find other ways to make yourself happy.”
Grey’s Anatomy |8x06| Poker Face
They say the inability to accept loss is a form of insanity, Its probably true but sometimes its the only way to stay alive.
Grey’s Anatomy |8x05| Love, Loss and Legacy
Grey’s Anatomy |8x05| Love, Loss and Legacy
Grey’s Anatomy |8x05| Love, Loss and Legacy
“Sometimes it happens in an instance. We step up, we see a path forward. We see a path and we take it. Even when we have no idea where we’re going.”
8x03 Take The Lead
Meredith: You just couldn’t trust me.
Derek: Why should I ever trust you? Why should I trust you? You ended my trial, you set back my career, you nearly ended your own, you destroyed Richard’s. I have no reason to trust you!
Meredith: Well, then, why are you with me?
Derek: Because of that! Because I meant that! I promised I wouldn’t run. I promised I would love you.
Meredith: Even when you hate me.
Derek: Even when I hate you. I’m trying, Meredith. I’m trying, but you make it so damn hard.
Meredith: I understand, and I don’t want you to keep the promise, not if you don’t want to, and not if you can’t trust me with our daughter.
Derek: I do, I trust you with Zola.
Meredith: Well, you just said—
Derek: That’s not what I said. I know that you took her to protect her, I know you altered the trial for Adele and for Richard. You stood in front of a bullet for me. I know why you do all of it. It’s what I love about you.
Meredith: And what you hate about me.
Derek: Yeah.
8x03 Take The Lead
Zola, peekaboo!. Peekaboo!.
8x01 Free Falling
You think that true love is the only thing that can crush your heart… the thing that will take your life and light it up… or destroy it. Then… you become a mother.
8x02 She’s Gone
“Owen, she didn’t have the abortion. She wants to, but she can’t do it, because of you, because she loves you. And instead of loving her, you’re punishing her. For what? For being the woman that you fell in love with? Okay, do you know what will happen to Cristina if she has a kid that she doesn’t want? It will almost kill her. To try to pretend that she loves a kid as much as she loves surgery will almost kill her, and it’ll almost kill your kid. Do you know what it’s like to be raised by someone who didn’t want you? I do. To know you stood in the way of your mother’s career? I do. I was raised by a Cristina, my mother was a Cristina. And as the child she didn’t want, I am telling you, don’t do this to her. Because she’s kind, and she cares, and she won’t make it. The guilt of resenting her own kid will eat her alive.”
8x02 She’s Gone
” For most people, a hospital is a scary place. A hostile place. A place where bad things happen. Most people would prefer church. Or school. Or home. But I grew up here. While my mom was on rounds, I learned to read in the OR gallery. I played in the morgue. I colored with crayons on old ER charts. A hospital was my church. My school. My home. A hospital was my safe place. My sanctuary. I love it here. Correction: Loved it here.”
♫ I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I’ve lost myself again and I feel unsafe ♪
